{"id":136,"date":"2008-09-02T05:38:22","date_gmt":"2008-09-02T05:38:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/?p=136"},"modified":"2008-09-02T05:38:22","modified_gmt":"2008-09-02T05:38:22","slug":"hurt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/?p=136","title":{"rendered":"Hurt"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"awppost_136\" class=\"awppost\">\n<div id=\"awppost_1_136\" class=\"awppage\" style=\"\">\n<p>I hurt myself today<br \/>\nTo see if I still feel<br \/>\nI focus on the pain<br \/>\nthe only thing that&#8217;s real<br \/>\nThe needle tears a hole<br \/>\nthe old familiar sting<br \/>\ntry to kill it all away<br \/>\nbut I remember everything<\/p>\n<p>What have I become?<br \/>\nMy sweetest friend<br \/>\nEveryone I know<br \/>\ngoes away in the end<br \/>\nYou could have it all<br \/>\nMy empire of dirt<br \/>\nI will let you down<br \/>\nI will make you hurt<\/p>\n<p>I wear this crown of shit<br \/>\nOn my liar&#8217;s chair<br \/>\nFull of broken thoughts<br \/>\nI cannot repair<br \/>\nBeneath the stains of time<br \/>\nthe feelings disappears<br \/>\nYou are someone else<br \/>\nI am still right here<\/p>\n<p>What have I become?<br \/>\nmy sweetest friend<br \/>\nEveryone I know<br \/>\ngoes away in the end<br \/>\nYou could have it all<br \/>\nmy empire of dirt<br \/>\nI will let you down<br \/>\nI will make you hurt<\/p>\n<p>If I could start again<br \/>\na million miles away<br \/>\nI would keep myself<br \/>\nI would find a way&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div id=\"awppost_136\" class=\"awppost\">\n<div id=\"awppost_1_136\" class=\"awppage\" style=\"\">\n<p>I hurt myself today<br \/>\nTo see if I still feel<br \/>\nI focus on the pain<br \/>\nthe only thing that&#8217;s real<br \/>\nThe needle tears a hole<br \/>\nthe old familiar sting<br \/>\ntry to kill it all away<br \/>\nbut I remember everything<\/p>\n<p>What have I become?<br \/>\nMy sweetest friend<br \/>\nEveryone I know<br \/>\ngoes away in the end<br \/>\nYou could have it all<br \/>\nMy empire of dirt<br \/>\nI will let you down<br \/>\nI will make you hurt<\/p>\n<p>I wear this crown of shit<br \/>\nOn my liar&#8217;s chair<br \/>\nFull of broken thoughts<br \/>\nI cannot repair<br \/>\nBeneath the stains of time<br \/>\nthe feelings disappears<br \/>\nYou are someone else<br \/>\nI am still right here<\/p>\n<p>What have I become?<br \/>\nmy sweetest friend<br \/>\nEveryone I know<br \/>\ngoes away in the end<br \/>\nYou could have it all<br \/>\nmy empire of dirt<br \/>\nI will let you down<br \/>\nI will make you hurt<\/p>\n<p>If I could start again<br \/>\na million miles away<br \/>\nI would keep myself<br \/>\nI would find a way&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,2],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=136"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/soulflyer.co.uk\/notebook\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}